I Have AMAZiNG friends! just incase you were wondering my friends are ThE best period.
so incase ya didn't know i used to go to Weber State in ogden. where i was popped out of my happy valley bubble and actually learned about the outside world. Yes I was terrified my first few months there and and some crazay experiences. But i learned soo much, not only in school but also in social and cultural and other... but i made some freaking rad people up there! and they aren't the fake friends you make in high school. ya know the, ya we're friends at school but you never see them outside of school, they never talk about your feelings, or what's really going on in each-others lives. Just school friends. I a lot of my best friends up there!!
So since I moved home in December I haven't seen them at all. and let me tell you it. kills. me. they are the best people everr!! i love all of them sooo much!! Not having a job or a car sucks. Let me tell you! I can't do anything. I can't go anywhere. I do nothing. My life is kinda dull, i can't even tell you how i lived through january without school!
well anyway i hadn't seen any of them since i left in early december and it suckks! i love these people so much! and i don't know how i am surviving without them (i can basically thank Molly Ann.) but then guess what happened! last.... wednesday, or thursday... i forget which day. My homegirl Heathurr texts me and say she wants to come down on Saturday and have dinner and Tommy is coming so can i make it? uhh HECK YEAUH!!!! so first she picks me up and it is her in the car, her boyfriend jesse, David, and Casey. (i was not completely sure who was coming but she said she didn't know about casey, i assumed jesse cause boyfriend. of course. and david had texted me earlier that day and said he couldn't make it. i wasn't too happy with him) but i hopped into her exchanged tundra from her 4 runner and was absolutlely psyched! ohh i love them! and we met brandon there at applebees. tommy too.
so i cannot tell you how i loved being in the car with them again, listening to their random crazy talk that heathurr and i always can't help but to laugh and shake our heads at.
so we go to the mall and walk around, ya know just hangin' out. and talking looking at snowboard junk and of course can't pass up zumies. then the mall was closing and we proceeded to leave the building. I was talking to casey and david, and Casey, as he does was giving me crap, this subject i was not so fond of and ran to get away from it to go and talk to brandon and jesse who were walking ahead of us. so i began to head towards the door and came up to it, pushed at the door, however it didn't budge but because of Newton's 1st law of motion guess what happened? BAM! I ran right into the door, at full force. ohhh i was crying and laughing at the same time. It really did hurt though, like my knee and my front tooth i was sooo paranoid was going to fall out or something. but honestly i was not incredibly surprised, i am kind of a major klutz, and on occasion accident prone. kind of a typical chellyn thing to do..
so then we just hung out, first at brandon's apartment, then we went to my house and we had snacks, (i made cookies, funky looking ones though) i practiced checking blood pressure :) and just hung out in my basement and my room just talking and stuff. Honestly I looved it soo much! like it is not like we went to some sick dance party and did all this crazy stuff. We were just ourselves hanging out, being with each other. I cannot tell you how much i have missed being with them everyday/at least the majority of the days. They are soo funny, i love all of their personalities, and the special relationship i have with each one of them.
here comes the sad part.
so then we go back down to my main floor and we were just talking and they were like, well guess we better go.
so I walked them out gave them all a hug good-bye and they left.
they all drove away together, to be at the same school. live in the same area. spend their week-ends together at the same house in layton. go to the same parties. all go snow boarding at powder together. and all hanging out at the ghetto pt. together. without me. all of them. minus me.
it made/makes me soo sadd! i miss them! and what about next year?? ohh why can't friends just stay together always?! i LOVE my friends ALL of them!
i am soo lucky to have them!!
soo lucky they put up with me!!
I Love you all soo much!!
thank you soo much for being my friends!!
